Life of Pamela

suprise and happy to receive call from dejiang at nit off to play Jia的密语. been playing since 第1系列, but never had a chance to receive the call to say the password. 883Jia FM, WTS贵宾旅运带我去旅游. too jing zhang liao when i said the password, i was looking at it and i can’t say it properly.  actually already memorise liao just don’t know y everytime i sms i hoping to receive the call but it never happen, today i just sms didn’t expect much than i receive the call. it always like tat when i expect the thing it never happen when i don’t expect it happen.   but i perfer the dinseyland package. but better than nothing going taiwen is also not bad so hope that i will get the chance.

1) don’t worry

2) never hate

3) live simple

4) expect little

5) give a lot

6) always smile

7) be contented

this year chinese new year is so so so so boring for me. had been rotting at home since thur till now. and eating none stop. looking forward to sat and sun going to friends house.

i staying with my granny, so every year, all uncles and aunties will come over to bai nian. than tis year no need to go my mother side cos my grandfather just pass away last year.  this year i starting to get this question u have bf, when getting marry.  my 2nd uncle wife said that i have to be first cos i the eldest grandchildren/cousin in my family. hai..her son got gf leh y can’t he first.

i also wish to have family of my own, but can’t find. if not will stay single bah. haha

i’m a person who is shy n don’t dare to sing in front of ppl. just sing in bathroom. don’t know why have the urge to sing to Toshi for him to keep for memories.  actually the 1st song that come to mind was guang liang bu hui fen li, but i think is not suitable.  the next song that come to mind is this song yong heng de you yi. i like this song, it toking abt friendship. last wed n thur, i did call in wanting to sing but in the end didn’t.

so i decide to sing tonit, so that i wouldn’t have any regret.

i sing horrible. 
                                     
       

it monday again, waiting 10pm to call in to Toshi again. 

as we talked i told him that don’t know y i like to call in, hard to control myself not to call in, chop off my hand than i wouldn’t able to call anymore than he didn’t say anything.  than we tok n tok than he said he going HK and will be back when school reopen.  than i ask him when studying u still hosting? he said no.  i was shocked to hear that, than i couldn’t control myself started to drop tears.  he ask me y i so emotion

actually i also don’t know why am i so emotional.  i hate this feeling.  i will feel sad even when hear sad song. i will cry when familiar/close friends leaving regardless how long i get to know them.

really very sad that Toshi is leaving. i will miss chatting with him.  don’t know when will i recover from this saddness  

today is my last day of work.  as normally went to work. clearing some stuff.  have been working in this company for 5 yrs without any collegues.  thought i would feel sad, but not crying.  but i didn’t feel anything at all just normal working n knocking off.

tml start the new job. don’t know wat to expect. there will be many collegues. well just wish me all the best.   

few days ago i saw at a website a singing competition.  my 1st thought is wanting to join the competition.  wah……….can’t believe myself that i 1 2 join.  i don’t sing in front of ppl cos i shy.  don’t know where i get the courage to join. but still not confirm if joining cos i not free on 3 Nov.  nevertheless had been sercetly practise. haha. 

if any1 of u interested also can join.

the detail is as below:

由牛车水商联会主办, 新加坡旅游促进局鼎力支持的另类的歌唱比赛…牛车水“要你好看”飙歌擂台!
初赛: 2007年11月3日, 11月10日
大决赛: 2007年11月16日
地点: 牛车水美食街 (史密斯街Smith Street)

比赛方式:
- 参赛者上台演唱任何一首自选歌曲.
- 如果评判认为表现不合格, 就会马上按铃.
- 若三名评判统统按铃, 表示参赛者必须停唱.
- 评判将给予专业意见.
- 顺利过关者的排名, 将是依据在台上的演唱时间而定 (在台上获得越长表演时间, 而不被铃声淘汰, 表示成绩越佳).
- 若有更出色的参赛者加入, 过关者就会面对出局的命运.

为何“要你好看”飙歌擂台与众不同:
- 欢迎演唱不同语言的歌曲 (包括方言歌曲)!
- 不一样的歌唱比赛方式, 既刺激又好玩!
- 冠军将赢取3000元现金.
- 亚军将赢取2000元现金.
- 季军将赢取1000元现金.
- 所有参赛者也会获得纪念奖牌.

- 报名截止日期: 2007年10月31日. 赶紧行动下载报名表格, 填妥后电邮到chinatownshowdown@eventions.com.sg